New Junk Aesthetic

Every Time I Die New Junk Aesthetic Lyrics
1.Roman Holiday

We cut our teeth in the bedroom
We slit our wrists in our costumes
All of them witches, witches, witches, witches

We are the death of the party
We are the life of the funeral
All of us ragmen, ragmen, ragmen, ragmen

I want the ripened fruit
I want the fresh meat
I want the first born
I want the down beat

We traded vows on the front line
They ushered us through the stop sign
All of them witches, witches, witches, witches

We found our way in the blackout
We are the ghosts in the lighthouse
All of us ragmen, ragmen, ragmen, ragmen

I want the open wound
I want the dark street
I want the virgin blood
I want the wet heat


2.The Marvelous Slut

How ironic, I'm nailed to the cross
While the vultures stuff their mouths
God and the devil are split by a thin white line

Six feet from an early grave
Nine inches from being saved
Eighteen hundred miles
Of skeletons on the interstate

Why do I give myself away?
Why do I bleed so easily?
Why do I give myself away to be yours?

Six feet from an early grave
Nine inches from being saved
Eighteen hundred miles
Of skeletons on the interstate

Why do I give myself away?
Why do I bleed so easily?
Why do I give myself away?

If death's coming it best come quick
If death's coming it best come quick
If death's coming it best come quick or I'm all yours

Her clothes will crack and peel off
A heart sins in a heaven made soft
I am eaten of worms 'till I give up the ghost

If death's coming it best come quick
If death's coming it best come quick
If death's coming it best come quick or I'm all yours
Take me home

How ironic, I'm nailed to the cross
While the vultures stuff their mouths
God and the devil are split by a thin white line

Why do I give myself away?
Why do I bleed so easily?
Why do I give myself away?
I'm worth nothing to me


3.Who Invented The Russian Soldier

Wait until they send your son home in a box
See if you're dancing when water is everywhere
Anguish is endless but deaths unambiguous
Wave as it carries him off

And pose while it fits you in hospital gowns
Flirt with the men dressed in white
Slip into bed with the fire that consumes our house

Sing on your surveillance tape
Smile in your autopsy photo for once
Phone up the boys that have buried your bones

Where do you get off loving life?
As if it's done any of us any good, oh

You're going to wish you were me
When the unsuspecting are dragged to their graves
And you're standing on the edge holding a rose

Dead where we stand
And you concern yourself with such things
As your status and what's in fashion

Don't say you can't be this bothered
Death becomes us all, you've got some nerve
Having hope in this ghost town port of call

Someday your insides will turn themselves out
Tell me what purpose our efforts have served
When we end up in the ground
More acts will follow the roles we have played

And everything loved will expire
I've seen it all and I'm worse off because of it
Good men have died in my arms
I've been everywhere yet we'll end up at the same depth
What's the point?

You're gonna wish you were me
When the unsuspecting are dragged to their graves
And you're are standing on the edge holding a rose
Standing on the edge holding a rose

Don't say you can't be this bothered
Death becomes us all, you've got some nerve
Having hope in this ghost town port of call

There's nothing to see here and nothing gazes back at me
There's nothing to see here and that nothing looks back at us
There's nothing to see here and nothing gazes back at me
There's nothing to see here and that nothing looks back at us


4.Wanderlust

I've drowned my conscience and cast another stone
I took to preaching while dancing on the code
I can't see where I've been and only God knows where I'll be
But there must be a place for a wretch like me

Oh, Lord knows I'm tired
But I, I, I won't rest my head until I'm home
And if my hands find themselves another body
Well, you can't blame them for trying to keep warm

Morals are simply a matter of time
And where you lay your head's a question of pride
But when it's said and done you'll find in the light
That privilege and wit make me misfortune's child

Can't tell collapse that it needs to slow down
Can't tell death that it shouldn't come around
And when they take my head and put it on a stake
I know that guilt and disgrace keep the dead man awake

Bartering your figure for a paralyzing love
What have you done? What have you done?

I tipped the scaffold and laughed until I fell
Girl, if you need me grab another from the well
I can't imagine what hell has in store
But I know if I'm there I won't wander anymore

Oh, Lord knows I'm tired
But I, I, I won't rest my head until I'm home
And if my hands find themselves another body
Well, you can't blame them for trying to keep warm

Oh, Lord knows I'm weak
But I, I, I can't clear my head if I'm asleep

Morals are simply a matter of tide
And where you lay your head's a question of pride
But when it's said and done you'll find in the light
That privilege and wit make me misfortune's child

Can't tell collapse that it needs to slow down
Can't tell death that it shouldn't come around
And when they take my head and put it on a stake
I know that guilt and disgrace keep the dead man awake

We've lived under this dark cloud forever
Waited for the bad light to break

Just let me tell that one again
With a little more feeling
We slept at the crossroads together
Tried to make an honest mistake
Just let me tell that one more time
Without a smile on my face

And now the road is empty as every promise is
If life is pointless then point taken, say Amen
So light another candle and point my body out to sea
Because your heart is no place for a wretch like me

Another stranger passing, a common dissonance
If life is pointless then point taken, say Amen
So light another candle and point my body out to sea
Because your side is no place for a wretch like me

When they unearth these passages
Will I appear to be proud?
Not if you're listening close enough
Not if you're sounding it out


5.For The Record

God knows I've longed to feel something but now's not the time
I'm caught up in the heartless disorder of a Friday night
Focused on staying distracted until I lose sight
Of the tiresome and clinical patterns of my life
I will cherish this love for the rest of my night, rest of my
night

One day I'll find myself facing the firing line
Serves me right, for the record I've written my crimes
I will cherish this love for the rest of my night, the rest of
my night

Lord, have mercy on my soul
I've had a good run but I can't run anymore, just put me down
Lord, have mercy on my soul
I've had a good run but I can't run anymore, just put me down

Can't sidestep the long arm for too long with this paper trail
I've let them devour my heart for some material
But I'm a drunkard, a coward, a crook, I ought to change my ways
Face the music, carry the can, etcetera, etcetera

What's next? What's next? What's next? What's next?
There's got to be something more than this
What's next? What's next?

What's next? What's next? What's next? What's next?
There's got to be something more than this
What's next? What's next?

Trust me, I'm still with you somewhere
Trust me, I'm still with you somewhere
Trust me, I'm still with you somewhere
Trust me, I'm still with you somewhere
I just wish you were here

Someday I'm bound to feel guilty but now's not the time
I'm sure I'll get what I'm due, everything will be fine
Hell bent on finding the next fix in the fog
You're in a cab on the way to your house, change the locks
I will cherish this love for the rest of the night, rest of the
night

Lord, have mercy on my soul
I've had a good run but I can't run anymore, just put me down
Lord, have mercy on my soul
I've had a good run but I can't run anymore, just put me down

Can't sidestep the long arm for too long with this paper trail
I let them devour my heart for some material
But I'm a drunkard, a coward, a crook, I ought to change my ways
Face the music, carry the can, etcetera, etcetera
Please forgive me


6.White Smoke

Put me to rest before it spreads
It's not long until the bugs eat through
To the castle wall and besiege my noble heart
New flags are raised

Cut off the gangrened limb
In this case it begins at the neck
Save yourself from me, save yourself from me
Please, once and for all

The impact is dead ahead
So take the gun and apply the brakes
I can feel the onset of lust
Course through my veins

Help me let go, hell is holding on
Help me let go, hell is holding on
So relieve me of life
And give me what I came here to get

I'm not coming home
Not coming home, not coming home

Be it undead or dogs
They will come for what's mine
Though I put up no fight at all
It's not my fault

And so on and so on
And so on and so on
This is not me, this is not me

You can't mute the virus once it screams your name
I've changed the guards at the gate for the sake of the king
This plea is old hat, these bites are old hat
This song is old hat, every word is old hat

I'm not coming home
Not coming home, not coming home

Be it undead or dogs
They will come for what's mine
Through I put up no fight at all
It's not my fault

Happy dagger, make it brief
Happy dagger be brief
Happy dagger, make it brief
Happy dagger be brief

Start the chemical fires
Chimneys bleed white smoke
Before the worms even find me
The crowd is given new hope


7.Turtles All The Way Down

I have lived everyday of my life
Thinking only of what I should think
When I read back on everything that I have written
On how I lived my life

And in the process of doing so
I have to start at the chance to feel alive
Just to stay an observer of an impartial observer

Here I go again, I'm chasing my tail around the sun
Standing beneath a tortoise under an elephant under the world
The gravity of the battle means nothing to those at peace
I can't believe, I thought my thoughts meant anything

When we think we've reached the end
We're only back where we begin
When we think we've reached the end
We're only back where we begin
Superman, Superman, Superman

We are starving to death on full stomachs
Running miles, new hearts on old legs
If I had known all the howls were false alarms
Oh, just imagine the ammo we'd save

Here we go again, I'll come to your party if it goes
Until four question marks at least
Three or less and it's not worth my time at all
On nights like those my absence trumps my company

When we think we've reached the end
We're only back where we begin
When we think we've reached the end
We're only back where we being
Superman, Superman, Superman

I truly believe I'll be remembered
And that even this sentence will be studied
Oh, will you think that I am wise 'cause I'm aware of that?
Or am I just killing myself before they get me?


8.Organ Grinder

You've heard the voice of God, solely
Everything is so clear to you, reload for the greater good
Focus, throw us at the feet of the fools
You don't know how lucky you are that your life is so
characterless

All the world's a cage and we are animals pounding at the glass
Housebroken, declawed, unaware of the threat
Bull hooks that keep us in line while cameras flash
And we play while the trespassers plot to collect on their debts

There were eyes everywhere that I went
There were eyes everywhere that I went

You'll be found, mark my words you will be found
Stripped down and held to the light, you will be found
They will narrow their eyes, take aim and bring the world to its
knees
You'll be found, mark my words, you will be found

Just because you have figured it out
Doesn't mean it won't happen to you
Just because you have figured it out
Doesn't mean it won't happen to you

All the worlds a maze and they are scientists plotting every
move
Big brother will keep us in line with his snipers on the roof
Though I'm cautious not to draw the attention of the fiends
I'm the happiest sadist around once surrendered to the drink

There was fire everywhere that I stood
There was fire everywhere that I stood

Just because you're afraid of the dark
Doesn't mean that it's frightened of you
Just because you're afraid of the dark
Doesn't mean that it's frightened of you

Empty your head quiet
Send them to hell

You've heard the voice of God, solely
Everything is so clear to you
Slow down your racing heart steady
Quickly or it moves out of frame

We are nothing more than mannequins
Everyone is put on display

This will not pass in time, the moment will not pass
Caught in the act for our lives, the moment will not pass
The dark doesn't flinch, take heed, the moment will not pass
Cover your tracks, we're sitting ducks, the moment will not pass

We are nothing more than mannequins


9.Host Disorder

My cancer came knocking
It was dressed to the nines
So I peeled back my skin
And I let it come inside

But it won't leave
Though the guests have gone
No, it pours a drink
And requests another song

Now it sleeps in between us
Splits and doubles in size
Apes my nuances of desertion
Lust and arrogant pride

And it drags me out of my head
And it drags me out of my head

The plague is now empowered
The plague is now empowered
The plague is now

My cancer waved torches
Broke the lock on my door
But I was powerless
To refuse it anymore

Is everyone comfortable?
Is everyone having a good time?

My friends are all vampires
Come to drain and transform
I keep the window cracked and the light on
Kept the leftovers warm

Maybe I make myself sick
Maybe I make myself sick

Make me give a damn
And I will be with you everywhere
I will open the sky
I will follow you into hell
Kill everyone in our way, yeah

Open your heart to the snake oil peddlers
Open your heart to the snake oil peddlers
Open your heart to the snake oil peddlers
Open your heart to the snake oil peddlers


10.After One Quarter Of A Revolution

Cleaned up a mess I'm in, now I am born again
Naked, spotless motion without strings
I've flushed the filth to the sea, the limbs and sharp debris
But if that water rises woe is me

Hearts aren't beating, they're counting down
Breaths aren't stolen, they're groomed and given out
The closet is teeming with broken bones
I'll be driven out and swallowed whole

I walk a crooked mile with the devil on my back
Puppeteering schemes with every step
But I once could walk through walls and drift above it all
Pursing endless love to endless depths

Hearts aren't beating, they're counting down
Breathes aren't stolen, they're groomed and given out
The closet is teeming with broken bones
I'll be driven out and swallowed whole

Object all you want but I am not done with you
Lives will be lost, children will grieve
Entire nations will crumble and blood will run deep
But we will be redeemed

You and I will be weightless, we'll stay unborn
So death can't start the clock
And love can sleep through our pores


11.The Sweet Life

Yeah, I know I look worse for the wear
But I have everything at my fingertips
I've been infantilized by a pat on the back and an endless
go-ahead

Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Ain't nothing gonna slow me down
Oh no, when there's no one disapproving

Yet it's women not lack of ambition that keeps good men
bedridden
Jesus Christ, I am forever making the same mistakes
Yet it's women not lack of ambition that keeps good men
bedridden
Jesus Christ, I am forever making the same mistakes

I continue to stumble around as long as everyone cheers me on
Am I the only one without the weapon to end the war?

Ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Ain't nothing gonna slow me down
Oh no, when there's no one disapproving

Yet it's women not lack of ambition that keeps good men
bedridden
Jesus Christ, I am forever making the same mistakes
Yet it's women not lack of ambition that keeps good men
bedridden
Jesus Christ, I am forever making the same mistakes

Deaf men in the city of sirens
Blind men in the presence of snakes
I told you, I told you
But I'm adrift in a sea of temptation

I told you, I told you
A newborn with inadequate skills
I told you, I told you
Turn the party up, honesty be damned
How fucking pathetic of me?

I can't go this way not when I have your heart
Oh, what a childish life I have led?
God, what a wicked man I have been

But ain't nothing gonna break my stride
Ain't nothing gonna slow me down
Oh no, when there's no on disapproving


12.Buffalo 666

Despite what you think, I can offer you nothing.
I'm seasick and strung out and tired of adjusting.
Hands on the dashboard where I can see them.
Hands on the dashboard where I can see them.
Let me think. Let me think.
I'm all backed up. Just let me think.
If you would be my bride,
the smoke and mirrors of blissful
lives will throw the hounds off the scent.
Learn the lines. Learn the lines.
Learn the lines. It's all I'm asking.
We steal what we need and the rest we call love.
Steal what we need and the rest we call love.

Take back the night.
Drag the captors and run for your life.
It's not what it seems.
Stockholm syndrome's just excessive grief.
If you leave me, I'm coming with you. I promise you that.
If you leave me, I'm coming with you. I promise you that.
Get out while you're still God's child.

We are deer in the headlights.
Motionless 'til we're ripped to shreds.
Stop following me around.
Stop following me around.
Learn to lie. Learn to lie.
Learn to lie. Learn to lie.
That's all I'm asking.
We steal what we need and the rest we call love.
Steal what we need and the rest we call love.

Take back the night.
Drug the captors and run for your life.
It's not what it seems.
Stockholm syndrome's just excessive grief.
If you leave me, I'm coming with you. I promise you that.
If you leave me, I'm coming with you. I promise you that.
Get out while you're still God's child.

Hands on the dashboard where I can see them.
Hands on the dashboard where I can see them.
Don't look up.
The cheap thrill of our impending doom's all I have.
The cheap thrill of our impending doom's all I have.
The cheap thrill of our impending doom's all I have.
The cheap thrill of our impending doom's all I have.


13.Goddamn Kids These Days

Amidst the most barren scene
How are we lost?!
You've gotta be fucking kidding me?

Shut up, just give me the wheel and I'll drive!
You are not yet fit to speak on my behalf

We deserve to be moved by more than force alone
Instead I've been witness to loss upon loss upon loss
We're assailed by the thoughtless who sing to their own
Caught in the middle I'm pinned between the egos and the drones
Skill has been called to arms!

Goddamn kids have grown up to let down
All around us are dissonant sounds
We're misplaced and we'll never be found
All these kids have grown up to let down

I'll be spinning in my grave for the rest of my life
Have I taught you children nothing all this time?

This labyrinth that we're puzzled by is nothing but a straight
line,
but sometimes those are even harder to navigate.

We deserve to be moved by more than force alone
Instead I've been witness to loss upon loss upon loss
We're assailed by the thoughtless who sing to their own
Caught in the middle I'm pinned between the egos and the drones
Pride's been called to arms!

Goddamn kids have grown up to let down
All around us are dissonant sounds
We're misplaced and we'll never be found
All these kids have grown up to let down
If this is the state of my art, then I secede?
If this is the state of my art, then I secede?

We're walking spanish down a plank that stretches miles
You are not yet fit to speak on my behalf
What a shame we're forced to suffer the senselessness as inanity